1000 Apologies.
I have never been a parent living in a place under constant threat of war. I have been a parent living in fear for what would befall them. In the end I was forced to turn the matter over to God because I was wholly insignificant to the task. Whatever happened was down to God.
May your heart never forget your beautiful ray of sunshine. The full spectrum of their essence glimmers with every rainbow. The clouds in the sky have formed a soft blanket, upon which he or she now lay their head.
May your child forever remain in the cradle of God’s goodness. And I am truly sorry for your loss. Nobody knows how you feel. But Joy still cometh at the start of each and every new day. Soon I hope you are able to retake that mantle.
Godspeed